I did it. I weighed myself this morning, restarted my tracker with Weight Watchers and am ready to go.
I feel better already, although I know most of that is the mental process of starting over.
I feel optimistic this time, which is different. I’m determined that I’m going to have a POSITIVE MENTAL ATTITUDE. I know from past experience that believing you can do something makes things so much easier. I’m in this. I’m in this hardcore.
I have about 40 lbs to lose, which sucks but it’s not the end of the world. I want to be in control. I want to feel hot and sexy again. I want to be able to put on those denim capris that make my ass look wonderful and my thighs look tiny. I want to be free.